Monday, June 21, 2010

demons of the past !!

I am running ,

passing endless train of lights on the ceiling . 
and passing people with different emotions , 
different me in different situations , 

scenes are changing every second 
and yet feels like they have played for eternity .
for there i see myself , saying- doing- reacting -  
just the things which i should have never said 
never done and they ways i should have not reacted.

for sweat trickles down my neck ,
i can feel the pain through my leg.
but the horrors of the past the mistakes 
of the years do not let me stop .

for past never is past , it will 
haunt you , it will come back !
i fought it and fought hard , 
but today is the day when i run 
all i wish is i can run away .

my blank eyes contain a world 
of sorrow , my facade of smile 
hides all these  miles , 
all the miles that i run , 
that i run away .

acceptance is the only solace 
for how long will i race , 
but for now i run 
run away !!


  1. I've been there, or probably still am.
    Quite a mirror to your heart it is.
    Lets cheer to the hope for change! :)

  2. cheers for the hope for change !!

  3. yes, I second that...cheers for the hope of change

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