demons of the past !!

I am running ,

passing endless train of lights on the ceiling . 

and passing people with different emotions , 

different me in different situations , 

scenes are changing every second 

and yet feels like they have played for eternity .

for there i see myself , saying- doing- reacting -  

just the things which i should have never said 

never done and they ways i should have not reacted.

for sweat trickles down my neck ,

i can feel the pain through my leg.

but the horrors of the past the mistakes 

of the years do not let me stop .

for past never is past , it will 

haunt you , it will come back !

i fought it and fought hard , 

but today is the day when i run 

all i wish is i can run away .

my blank eyes contain a world 

of sorrow , my facade of smile 

hides all these  miles , 

all the miles that i run , 

that i run away .

acceptance is the only solace 

for how long will i race , 

but for now i run 

run away !!